I think it matches...
relation secrète ---> yes, we are shy, we don't even know if it's a new born relation or not
relation sincère ---> I feel sincereness of feelings, apart from shyness or pride... I feel shared feelings. balanced. connexion and intuition
relation non consommée ---> yes too, we are far, and we don't know yet...
évaluation de la relation ---> yes, I try gently and childlishly to know where we go... but it's funny there's a trust in me... I feel it can be over now, and can be starting now.
pause dans la relation ---> obviously we are in a "distance" pause...!
What I feel..
excited, connected, happy, stupid, hungry for him but it can wait, trusting, very shy, evenings I can suddenly feel "all this is so stupid...", but then it comes back!!!

and most of all, I feel I'm 12 years old...
(when we were together, we could not find our words anymore, we looked so stupid... brain was on holiday!!

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